Failure to put up our last minute trip to Arkansas for a Shepherd family reunion, yes that has been me. I have been in a state of depression and complete non-motivation to do anything which is not me at all. This month I have been having a hard time with procrastinating which is always far from me. I have been so far behind that I have tried to hide it and sweep the things under the rug putting them off until later and doing other things. One of those things has been my photography and my blogging. I have gotten the attitude these past 2-3 weeks of, "I don't care" anymore and it is down hearting for me.
I really do not feel like getting into the details of my recent life trials *slight eye roll* and my OCD tendencies I have discovered and can't break. Let's just say I am good at covering up my problems and coming across as normally fine when I am not. Aren't we all. Pray for me. I'm going through a rough spot right now with a spirit of oppression baring down heavily over my head. When you are a mom and wife with many responsibilities and weights already baring down on you the last thing you need is the idiot of a devil making it any more harder than it already is. *growl* :P Emotional battles are so much more exhausting than physical ones.

So, yes our last min. trip to Arkansas with Sam's mom went pretty well. I can't say I have any desire to make another long trip again for awhile. If mom hadn't been with us and sat in the back being patient with the boys then Sam and I would have been even more exhausted than we were at the end of the weekend. But despite the struggles with "camping" in cabins with twin toddlers and having the bathhouse 1/4 mile away and the boys having utterly nothing to do while we were there (I should have taken more toys I guess) it was a really good time!!!